God what can I do?

I feel so stupid for helping my friend to go after a girl whom I liked since the first glance at her. Yea perhaps my sister is right, my pure stupidity will surely make me lose her one day. Though everything goes smoothly as for now, I believe if I am still going to keep silence like this I will absolutely suffer at the end of the day. For now, I can’t do anything as her friends told us that she does want any commitment as for now. I can only pray in my heart that she will not accept him. (This makes me a very bad friend, but who cares?) Please wait for me till the day when I have my courage to tell u how much u meant to me and I sincerely hope the day will come very soon….  

I knew that these few days your were in a very emotional mood as some idiot have ruined your wonderful days. Even as a friend i won't stand by his side as he has made a very huge mistake, both immature and has shown that how low his EQ can be. Most importantly, he has made you moody and sad. I sincerely hope that you will be as cheerful as always, put behind all the pressure and things that affect your feeling. As I will help ease your burden, just like how Simon of Cyrene helped Jesus to carry his cross. Cause i will always be the one standing by your side, the silent ranger supporting you, both emotionally and spiritually.